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1.
Tear down the barricade The one that you’ve built to protect yourself from the fray Fear feeds the loneliness Weaving it’s way from your head and out through your chest You still lean on this lie put on your disguise and bide your time I will take all this pain left in your wake and keep it safe Hold on with heavy hands tired heart and carry it through to the end The dark holds the great unknown The future is only as bright as what we have sown Rain falls and oceans rise sweeping away all your woes Just know I will stand by your side with your hand in mine for all of time Hold you with heavy hands tired heart and carry you through to the end The earth spins loud and it’s ours to lose Like falling down no matter what we choose But when all of this comes undone in the end nothing and no one will change I will take all this pain left in your wake and keep it safe Hold on with heavy hands tired heart and carry on through to the end
2.
Clutches 03:33
Once again I am in the dark and you are in the wind Leaving me to love the lost and lonely nights Now and then I tell myself to tarry to the bitter end But sitting still is sure to kill the light inside And this silver rain is spitting slivers Cold and sharp like little knives I would long for shelter if I thought I could survive After all here we are at the fall I thought I knew but I didn’t know Take time to say you said so Where do all the broken pieces go? Worst of all I think that more than anything it hurts to fall Getting up is hard enough alone on your own And it’s spilling ribbons red around us Blood and wine for bitter shrines You and I could spend forever trying to survive After all here we are at the fall
3.
I’m out of my mind I’m overwrought and overwhelmed There’s not enough time to figure out and overcome Wait right there this can’t be right Are you telling me that this is real life? Come and save me from the gravity of reality They want us all to feel alone We’ll stick together just to be on the safe side Take back all the truth we own If you need us we’ll be out at the west side dives I can’t believe the things that I see are happening You can leave if you don’t agree with this bigotry Wait right there this can’t be right Are you telling me that this is real life? Someone save me from everything that’s happening They want us all to feel alone We’ll stick together just to be on the safe side Take back all the truth we own If you need us we’ll be out at the west side dives
4.
It’s the way you hang your head To say you can’t believe this is the end Before you light this fire Before you strike the match and watch me burn Take some time Wait a little while won’t you? Before you tear me apart Take a minute now won’t you? Before you bury my heart So say it like you mean ‘Cause I mean it when I say For all your suffering mercy was never your thing You leave me black and blue But you don’t know the truth That everything you do is killing me Wait a little while won’t you? Before you tear me apart Take a minute now won’t you? Before you bury my heart So sharpen up your tongue Just like a knife that loves the taste of blood You hunch and hide your face Still and quiet the way you hunt your prey Nothing gets away Wait a little while won’t you? Before you tear me apart Take a minute now won’t you? Before you bury my heart
5.
I know it’s so hard to let go do you feel left alone and lost? You never wanted this though to be captured tagged and tossed Those days are over most days you just get through I’ll keep you closer when the wolves are upon you I would do anything for you You said this role was the only one I could have ever played Truer words have never been spoken from any stage Now I lay you down to sleep As it blows the wind it weeps May the earth lay lightly on your brittle bones I was the last lone survivor you were sent out to stormy seas It’s a constant reminder of the ways you would rescue me You my dear are the only one I could have ever loved Even had I known it would all be lost to the flood When we play we play for keeps. As you sow so you shall reap. May the earth lay lightly on your bones Now I lay you down to sleep As it blows the wind it weeps May the earth lay lightly on your brittle bones How many times must we capsize all your dreams cast to the unseen Nothing’s left of your allies they’re lost to the deep blue green Wait oh my god there’s a light in the night and a siren’s song Take hold my hand and we’ll try for the light of the dawn I would do anything for you
6.
In Waves 03:22
Turns out it was me Turns out that I am the misery That finds its way into everything That I’ve ever tried to hold Take your time and I’ll take mine And maybe I can somehow find A way to let it go All I know is it comes in waves The dark it comes in over my head And when it does I come undone Shine your light and I’ll find mine And maybe we can somehow find Our way back to the sun All I know is it comes in waves
7.
Do you ever wish it would all fall down? All at once with a deafening sound? It’s pulling teeth to rebuild what’s inside Here we are again the only place we know we can’t get hurt What if we were to step outside ourselves tonight? It makes us back away Everyone is afraid of something It keeps us searching We can’t get away We’re all left with the same old nothing So we keep on running It takes your breath away Take a long hard look in the mirror Your truer self’s getting clearer You spit and spite and kick and fight tonight Here we are again the lonely place we know we cannot hurt Like caged animals we’re howling for our lives Everyone is afraid of something We’re all left with the same old nothing It takes your breath away Rivers spilling into oceans Foaming at the mouth Now violent waters churning in my mind Lakes of lovers with no emotions Foaming at the mouth Now looking for the one love of their lives We’re all going thru the motions Foaming at the mouth How do we make sense of this thing called life? Rabid creatures with no emotions Foaming at the mouth Now running wild and howling for our lives We’re all going thru the motions
8.
Throes 05:06
You chase it like you want it your deep and dark descent Sinking fast to the bottom only left with regret There’s no time to consider the consequences of Chasing darkness for answers chasing demons for love And you let this one go farther than you intended Now all you can do is try and get through I take your hand and feel you let go And you run towards disaster like you wanted to feel it Pain When you find what you’re after you’re destined to repeat it Same old same It’s a dream you say to belong again But it’s the way we fall down that shapes the way we stand Face it now you’ve found it feel it strong and still You don’t want to taste what you came for but if you stay here you will The throes of this escape you tempt fate everyday You’ve got your arms outstretched in this way And you run towards disaster like you wanted to feel it Pain When you find what you’re after you’re destined to repeat it Same old same
9.
One on One 04:18
You don’t have to see it to believe it When it comes to suffering Just because you wear yours on your sleeve it doesn’t mean That some of us don’t hurt more than it seems So let’s call it like we see it Around my neck you hang a stone I think I’ve proven what i do and don’t deserve but Maybe some of us were meant to be alone I want to see the sun If you say run I’ll run To the ends of the earth and beyond To meet you one on one I wouldn’t pretend to understand it Even though it keeps me up at night And as I lay here wondering why we are the way we are I just hope in the end it’ll be alright Do you think in the end it’ll be alright? I want to see the sun If you say run I’ll run To the ends of the earth and beyond To see you one on one
10.
I waited for you to answer You wanted me to believe At this altar I sacrifice the things I never wanted to be Take the pain away This isn’t the first time Take the pain away When this light burns out Will we feel the weight of what we’ve lost? I stayed there looking for reasons And came out not so naive You put me up against truth or consequences And I was caught in between Take the pain away It cuts from the inside Take the pain away When our time runs out Will we see ourselves for what we are?

about

In the blackest night, alone, overboard and floating at sea. Throes offers not a life raft but a wary catalog of what lies ahead; A map of suffering at the hands of the sea.

Throes takes the goth-tinged aesthetic that Golden Streets of Paradise have established with prior releases and wraps it with an anxious new urgency. Subtle hooks touch a grey washed sadness while hints of influence from The Police, Skinny Puppy and Sade help inform the bands most unrestrained work yet. Recorded and self-produced throughout the last year and a half. Avoiding excessive digital processing in favor of organic sounds, live synths, and un-eq’d drums to craft an incredible new collection of songs. Throes presents the listener with a snapshot of a universally relatable sorrow, one honed in isolation, loss and fear.

The gravity of these songs is immediately tangible on album opener and lead single Heavy Hands. A short melody of haunted minor chords, stark and alone for only a moment before the rest of the album crashes in like the angry waves of a shallow lake.

Steadfast Records is honored to share Throes by Golden Streets of Paradise. Preorder now, available on LP, CD, cassette and streaming on January 15, 2021
 
Throes is available on 3 gorgeous vinyl variants, Blue w/black swirl (ltd to 150), Purple w/pink swirl (ltd to 100), and standard 150g black (ltd to 50). The albums include a printed inner sleeve and are packaged in a reusable gold stamped blue tint poly bag. Also available on limited edition eco-wallet CD and blue shell cassette.

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released January 15, 2021

All songs written, performed, and produced by
 Golden Streets of Paradise



Myk Porter guitars, vocals, percussion, synth

Adam Boose drums, synths, programming, sampling



Drums recorded by Brian Straw at Ohio Ready Mix

Guitars recorded by Doug Bittner at 
Upper Room Recording

All other instruments recorded by 
Golden Streets of Paradise
Unanswered cover painting by Kimi Pryor

Carlos y Felipe votive painting by Alfredo Vilchis Roque

Layout and design by Matthew Traxler

All artwork used with permission 


Thank you Matt Traxler and Steadfast Records, 
Lisa Jorgensen, Keith Ezell, Connie Winchester, Shirin Boose, Bradley Makula, Will Derifaj, 
Veronica Milam, Eddie Fleisher, Erica Miller, 
Rae DiLeo, Brian Straw, Doug Bittner, Kimi Pryor, Alfredo Vilchis Roque, Brendan Elder, Ben Hartman, Mike Textbeak, Jeremiah Wade, Bryan Patton, 
Judie Vegh, Jonathan Gramp, Restless Habs, 
Jeff Niesel at Scene, Kathy, John, John, and Rachel at The Grog Shop, James Carol, Teddy Eisenberg.

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In the blackest night, alone, overboard and floating at sea. Throes offers not a life raft but a wary catalog of what lies ahead; A map of suffering at the hands of the sea.

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